Tuesday 20 April 2010

Being femmy

Under advice from Goddess and to help my further femming I have been only allowed to orgasm as a gurl: more specifically now I have to have my clitty tied up tight with ribbon, ride my dildo like a sexy gurl and rub the tip of my clitty with one finger only.

This means no easy lazy boy orgasms: I haven’t had cummies for four days now but tonight got too much – I had a very pretty white satin nightie on, some new ribbon to try out, and a pussy that was aching to be filled.

So I did it: my clitty couldn’t get big or hard because it was tied so tightly: the feeling wasn’t painful at all just strange as it focused all my aroused attention on my pussy. My hips are sore from riding it and straddling so wide, but I feel again very slinky sexy and gurly, that just-been-well-fucked look : )

As a wise lady said, this shows that I AM a gurl – no male would ever do this or even be able to orgasm like this, and it also shows that gurls like me can be sexual and sexy and still retain our effeminacy in our most intimate spots.

I do wonder if men find it more or less erotic than having it unwrapped and um, rampant as opposed to couchant shall we say?

And all I could think about was being filled at both ends while looking just as pretty as I can…omigod I need it bad lol…